If itâs not love at first sight, maybe itâs because youâre doing something right.
Captain Linda Striping, oil on canvasboard, by Carol L. Douglas |
One of my old painting pals frequently scrubs out paintings that she feels are going wrong. âLook, Iâve saved a good board,â sheâll say. My surplus plein air paintings, if stacked in one pile, would be about the same height as me. Theyâre almost all on expensive boards, so I see her point. Nevertheless, I think scrubbing out is generally a terrible idea.
Art growth is all about taking risks. The bravest paintings are sometimes the ones you hate as youâre doing them. Thatâs particularly true if your experiments are about mark-making. Most of us would rather have someone elseâs brushwork; ours is somehow too self-revelatory. Thatâs not to say that mark-making canât be taught or learned. Just like handwriting, it starts with general rules and ends up being very individual.
Sea Fog, oil on canvasboard, by Carol L. Douglas |
I have a student who paints lyrically until he reaches the top layer in his paintings. Then he feels the need to apply a higher level of finish. It squeezes the energy right out, and obscures his basic ebullience.
(This is not, by the way, the same thing as âoverworking.â Thatâs a bogeyman used to scare beginning painters into not figuring out how to finish a painting. Paint is far more forgiving than most people think, and nothing on your canvas is so precious as to be irreplaceable.)
Scrub a painting out or obsessively overpaint, and you may murder a new idea before itâs even hatched. Iâve lost count of how many times I have set a painting aside in disgust, and then looked at it a few years later and realized it was very good. Thatâs one reason I keep all those surplus plein air paintings.
Captain Doug on the ratlines, oil on canvasboard, by Carol L. Douglas |
Weâre not good judges of our own work as weâre doing it. The disconnect between what weâve envisioned and what actually happened is too pronounced. You may set out to paint the iridescence of lustreware, and fail miserably. You are so focused on that failure that you never notice that the color, structure and paint handling in your work is simply stunning. Thatâs where a teacher can be helpful, and why positive criticism is so useful. But time itself is a great healer. It allows you to stop seeing the painting from inside your own head.
All this assumes that you have a painting protocol that you follow, one which includes significant design steps. A poorly-designed painting is really the only thing you can do thatâs unsalvageable. Your process ought to include thumbnails, notan studies, paint studies, or value drawings. Many people waste lots of time producing mediocre paintings because theyâre too impatient to design carefully. But if the design is good, you have to work hard to wreck a painting.
Tricky Mary in a Pea Soup Fog, oil on canvasboard, by Carol L. Douglas |
Still, you often canât tell until the end whether youâre going to pull it off or not. RebeccaGorrell once told me, âI was really unhappy with it till the last half hourâa good recurring lesson.â Sheâs so right. Paintings sometimes gel after a long hard fight. The only way youâll know is by continuing to slug it out.