The important thing is not whether youāre painting well or badly, but that youāre painting.
Sunset near Clark’s Island, oil on canvasboard, $652 framed. |
Yesterday I was with my plein air students looking at the schooner Heron in Rockport harbor. āIf I were being serious about this paintingā¦ā I started, and then listened to myself. Thereās a curious bifurcation among professional painters. Weāre at once completely serious and yetāfor many of usātotal goofballs.
Iām not just speaking about myself; Iāve painted in a lot of events, with a lot of very fine artists. Often, the casual observer would never believe weāre actually working (which may be why we get so many snarky comments from passers-by). We donāt appear to be taking our work at all seriously. Thatās self-preservation when so often things go wrong, and it gives us the freedom to experiment. One canāt deviate from the tried-and-true without joie de vivre.
Friendship, 9X12, oil on canvasboard, $696 unframed. |
Of course, we all know That One Artist who firmly believes that he (itās always a he) is a very important personage in art history. Itās easy to see how selling oneās work can subtly morph into an oversized ego. (If I ever start believing my own press, just take me out back and shoot me.)
But most of us are pretty laid back. Of course, our goofiness is earned. It rests on thousands of hours of experience and a rock-hard certainty about technique and method. Itās hard to be larky when things arenāt going right.
Jack Pine, 8X10, oil on prepared birch, $522 unframed. |
Transition is (or ought to be) a regular part of the artistic experience. Itās the one thing that can suck the joy out of painting. When weāre integrating new ideas into our own work, we hate everything weāre doing, and it just feels like weāve forgotten how to paint. āI have no idea what Iām doing!ā does not inspire happiness.
Iāve learned to set those transitional paintings aside. Theyāre not going to sell, but theyāre important markers along the road. Often, they end up being my favorites, but it takes me a few years to realize that they were guideposts along a new road.
A ten-minute sketch for my students that has some potential to go somewhere, once I pick off the pine needles. |
This summer, Iām going out for an hour or two each morning and doing a quick study before I open my gallery at 394 Commercial Street here in Rockport. This is a funny plein air discipline, driven by necessity. Itās not enough time to do a finished painting so my studio is littered with incomplete starts. Sometimes I take them back out to finish them, and sometimes I leave them for a rainy day.
But these plein air studies are so low-calorie that I hardly need to worry if theyāre āgoodā or not. That gives me the freedom to experiment, so Iāve been doing a lot of that. After all, the important thing is not whether weāre painting well or badly, but that weāre painting.
Note: Iām limping along on a borrowed laptop, so all admin tasks are taking a while. Thatās slowing down the transition of my blog to my own website.