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The first day is always the hardest

The coldest winter day I ever painted in Maine was actually in the Brandywine valley in October.
Morning Flight Path, 16X12, by Carol L. Douglas.

Iā€™m at Brandywine Plein Air. We must paint in specific venues each day. Thatā€™s a good thing. Chester County, Pennsylvania is historic and hilly, and has no two roads that run in the same direction. Iā€™d spend the whole week lost were it not for good navigation points.

We also must hand in no more than three paintings a day, but are expected to produce between four and ten over four days. This is a clever rule. It prevents an onslaught of paintings at the last minute, which then must be labeled and merchanidized by the organizers. It also stops the artist from endless dithering at the last minute. ā€œSet it and forget it,ā€ as the Ronco rotisserie adsonce famously said. 
Of course, handing off paintings at a designated site requires more driving through the maze of Brandywine roads. Iā€™m not sure this event was doable before the advent of cell phones.
It was cold, dark and miserable. On the rare moments the sky appeared, I rushed to add it.
The proper cure for a head cold is the ā€œtwo-hat cure,ā€ wherein one lies on oneā€™s four-poster bed consuming Hot Toddies until the hat on the footpost morphs into two. (I got that directly from my doctor, by the way.) Instead, Iā€™m dosing myself with Zicamand shivering in the wind. I should have stopped at CVS and bought Depends before I started coughing. If I werenā€™t 600 miles from home Iā€™d have quit and gone to bed. On the road thereā€™s no choice but to paint.
Enter Bruce McMillan, a fellow Mainer with an oversized Icelandic sweater and an exuberant personality to match. Without him, I might have died of grumpiness yesterday. I found myself kvetching about the light, the wind, and my lousy painting. He smiled and opened his arms as if to embrace the entire world, yelling into the wind, ā€œWhat? Itā€™s beautiful here!ā€ Heā€™s right, of course, and it didnā€™t take much to jolly me back into loving my life.
Blustery day, 12X16, by Carol L. Douglas. Same hedgerow, different angle. The black walnuts always lose their leaves first.
Still, I wasā€”as Brad Marshall so memorably once saidā€”ā€œflailing around.ā€ I texted my first painting to Bobbi Heath at noon, with the note, ā€œcrap composition, no focal point. Itā€™s not inaccurate, itā€™s just ugly.ā€ Well, days like this happen, and the only answer is to get up the next morning and do it again, only better this time. So here I go.
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Is that your final answer?

Plans change, but Iā€™m absolutely certain that something wonderful is going to happen if I just show up. Itā€™s never failed yet. 
Hedgerow in Paradise, by Carol L. Douglas. It’s so old it seems like a different artist.
My pal Bobbi Heathstepped wrong and rolled her foot. Being in France at the time, she bandaged it and carried on, assuming it was a sprain. Yesterday, she went to her own doctor in Massachusetts and learned that she has a Lisfranc fracture. Thatā€™s a complex, multiple-bone dislocation where the metatarsal bones affix to the arch of the foot. That means the end of the painting season for Bobbi. No driving or standing for the next month.
I feel awful for her, of course. Iā€™m also feeling a bit dislocated myself. She was coming here to paint next week. Then we were planning to travel together to Brandywine Plein Air at the end of the month. Iā€™d happily drive and carry her gear, but Bobbi knows she canā€™t paint on crutches. Having tried it myself earlier this year, I know sheā€™s right.
Crabbers on the Eastern Shore, by Carol L. Douglas, pastel.
Meanwhile, itā€™s a nine-hour drive from here to Wilmington, DE, and it suddenly got much more boring. But itā€™s a matter of professionalism, so Iā€™ll crank up the music and head south on my own.
Emily Post was the doyenne of good manners in my youth. She said that once an invitation is accepted, it was inviolable. You were going unless you were injured, ill, or had a death in the family. The only ā€˜better offerā€™ that got you off the hook was an invitation to the White House or to meet the Queen.
She added that last-minute cancellations were a good way to make yourself unpopular with hostesses. It never pays to be unreliable.
Campbell’s Field, by Carol L. Douglas. Equally old, done in Eastern PA, but more like my work today.
Artists are like the AKC-registered purebreds at the dog show. Our work is actually the smaller part of the whole event, but itā€™s the part people see. Meanwhile, there are organizers who have been hard at it for an entire year. If possible, we should honor that.
I like doing plein airevents with my friends, but this has been a year in which my plans have been repeatedly upended. Each time, something has happened to stop them, so Iā€™ve traveled to Parrsboro, Santa Fe, and the ADK alone. And, every time, thereā€™s been some compelling, wonderful result thatā€™s more than justified the trip. Furthermore, I always seem to know someone whoā€™s there, ours being a small community of painters.
Storm at the mouth of the Chesapeake, by Carol L. Douglas, pastel.
My philosophy of life is based on my faith, of courseā€”I am not the master of my fate, the captain of my soul. Iā€™m more of a jellyfish washed along by time and tide. Fighting the ocean is a useless, painful exercise in futility. Iā€™ve committed to this event, so Iā€™ll go, with or without my buddy. Iā€™m absolutely certain that something wonderful is going to happen if I just show up. Itā€™s never failed yet.