I started writing this in the shade at the Camden Public Library, in the short interstice between delivering paintings and the start of this yearâs Camden on Canvas auction. By the time you read this it will be all over but the shouting, but at this moment I donât know whether I made the right choice.
My two paintings are both indirect views of Camden Harbor. On Friday, I rowed out to Curtis Island, intending to paint Colin Pageâs dinghy, but I was sidetracked by kids playing in the surf. On Saturday, I painted on Sea Street from the bed of my pickup truck. Only one painting is allowed in this auction. Although I was inclined to choose Sea Street, I brought both paintings to the amphitheater so I could pother until the last possible minute.
Björn Runquist simplified matters by doing only one piece in the 2.5 days we had to paint. Ken DeWaard made it extremely difficult on himself by painting four. Two or three is more typical, and then the artist has to narrow it down to one.
This weekend I introduced Ken to the word dithering, about which I wrote on Friday. âSo, itâs just like complaining, right?â he countered. No, itâs when the general confusion in your mind starts bubbling out your mouth, I said. In fact, it means to vacillate indecisively. And itâs so easy to do when you choose a painting for an auction, online jurying, or any other situation where the stakes are high.
There is a difference in how artists and non-artists see paintings
Artists make judgments about color, composition and draftsmanship (and we all have our own hobby-horses). We donât necessarily care as much about subject as our buyers do. For collectors, sentiment, color and the paintingâs place in their home are real considerations.
Why donât you just ask a lot of non-painters then?
Itâs tempting to start polling people, and they can give you insights into your work. However, the more people you ask, the less consensus youâll have. And whatever the last person said, is what will stick in your mind. Thatâs no way to decide.
The one on which you worked the hardest isnât always the best
Iâm always enamored of the tough ones, because I have the greatest investment of time, thought and emotion in them. But these, paradoxically, can move the audience the least. And itâs simply not true that the ones you whip off are worth less; theyâre the sum of all the work in every painting thatâs gone before.
Weâre not always the best judges of our own work
I can analyze my own work using formal criticism, but that doesnât take into account the audienceâs emotional response to my work, or my own emotional blind spots.
There is no right answer
In the end, neither of my paintings were âbad.â I can speculate on what the other painting might have netted at auction, but nobody ever really knows. The auction is now over; I was satisfied with the price my painting netted, and Iâll put the other one in my own gallery as soon as I get a frame on it.
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